Maybe.

A fair fight.

Yeah, as if there are anything fair nowadays.

You messed me up and then you take it lightly. Maybe that's what I think. I can't judge you.
But, how dare you?

Guess I didn't mean much to you after all, right?
But, you should be glad that I don't live in the past. I live in the future.
Okay, that's not entirely true.
Recently, I'd been reading my diaries a lot and I can't imagine I had been so naive.
I wrote a lot about you and now, I thought my pages were actually wasted.
But, you were never there in my darkest hours.
I probably was your friend but never more than that. I'm glad that's the way it is.
I owe you an apology.

Sorry, you're not what I wanted.

But, what matters is that I'm happy now.