Suppress me? Hell, no.

THIS IS AN EMO POST.

You can graciously leave right now because I'm honestly fine with that.

As the title suggests, yes, I ain't going to be your bleeding doll who would do as she is told.

I'm going to prove to you that I can do far better than you expect and even if I have to work like shit for it (sorry for the usage of foul language, its not very me). SO, don't you dare use that against me because for a start, I've enough of you ordering me around. I'm no more your little shit teddy bear or whatever. Look, I don't really care because you'd be jubilant once I'm gone. Am I right?

Honestly, what is your problem? The most important thing in my life?

I'd die if it was her.

Hiatus.

Dear baby,

I've been really busy lately and have neglected you. The immense pressure and stress due to exams are killing me, literally. The dedication and the constant need to fulfil certain requirements is changing me. Not in a terrible way, but a positive way.


So, why am I still complaining? Basically, I don't even know the answer to that.
Feel free to leave, no hard feelings.

Most will say, cheer up kid with a smile on their face. Yes, I know. But, do you really have to do that? You make me feel immature, but really, is IT me or YOU that has been immature all along? What is wrong with you? DO you honestly believe that it was nothing? Have I been wasting my time on you or have you been wasting your precious time on me? Can't you see that I have done all I could to save it? I would appreciate it if you could answer those. But honestly, I don't care because none of that matters anymore.

I'm back. There is nothing you can do about that. =) "cheer up, kid"

Done, gone with the wind.

It is extremely difficult and impossible to distract yourself with little things in life.

I miss the fact that you're gone.

Screw it.

I bloody hate it when you have to rely on someone to complete a task. It's frustrating and the wait kills you. Plus, you get the least credit when it finally gets completed.

So, one word, Screw it.

Side effects?

Yes, it's the first day of Chinese New Year. I know, everyone is having fun while I sit right in front of my (beloved) computer blogging. I'm not complaining or explaining how pathetic this is. I've discovered recently that I like moving around a lot. In short, life in the fast lane. I can't stand idling around or taking short Sunday strolls because they bore me. I think this is very ridiculous. Yes, I'm very traditional but sometimes, traditions may get a little out of hand. It's really all in the head. I'm not suggesting we should go all out banning traditions because as I said earlier, I love traditions. I want to have wonderful reunion dinners and visit the temple to usher in the New Year right after the dinner. I've learnt to rejoice in simple things and be grateful for everything I have. I may be missing something so badly right now, but since I'm left with nothing but memories, I'm going to wait patiently for next year to arrive. I know it will, sooner or later. Right now, we'll make it through no matter what. Fight or kill, we'll still make it through, right, K? How did this become such a violent post when it started with me being emotional? I'm off to have dinner with family friends, I've decided, my Chinese New Year just started.

I'm dreaming, wake up.

Round and Straight.

STOP being such an attention seeking bit-cchhhh!

Oh yeah, you don't really need to be a sour grape because hey, it's

SINGLE AWARENESS DAY, DARLING!

Happy SEVENTEEN, S!

It's 13th february 2010! Does that ring a bell? Obviously, its Princess Syara's birthday!

And talking about Princess Syara, I'm really going to miss her next year.

From the time your mum bought us chocolate donuts which we ate at the back of the classroom in BBGS, to the time we had different colour of KFC lunchboxes, to the time which we got into trouble together, to the time we were in choir singing "Farmer In the Dell", to the time we were in different classes, to the time I called you "Fina".

Thinking back is really awesome because after 10 years, we are still BESTIES!

AND,

HAPPY SEVENTEEN DEAREST SYARA!

THE END.