If you're not in for a random post, then I would suggest that you leave immediately.
Formal much? I'm going to be crapping, so bear with me. As i said earlier.
I used to be blind.
I used to be there, when you needed me most.
I used to tell you everything, because i knew i trusted you. And, i was sure.
I used to thought that you would understand me more than anyone else on Earth.
I used to rely a lot on you and you would do the same too.
I used to listen to whatever you needed to say. Without judging you, that is.
I used to thought you were awesome.
I used to be the one who was always there when no one was.
I used to thought you were a best friend.
I used to believe in whatever you said.
I guess that was just all the "used-to-be's".
Now, I'm starting to have the feeling that you are not what I thought you were.
You're full of hatred towards me.
In other words, you're obviously against me.
Sorry to say, but, you're not who I thought you were.
I start thinking of you as an unworthy person.
And, somehow, you still influence me into almost making the wrong decision.
This may sound cliche.
But as I mentioned earlier, it's going to be full of crap and self reflection actually.