I do find that side of me pretty annoying and I wished I could just whack it away or something. I want to stop feeling guilty for resting after a full day of studying. Yeah, I am that nerdy hah. As if that will ever happen, though.
When the truth dawns upon you sometimes, all you wanna do is just say 'Hey, this is reality, so just cope with it'. But I don't know why I find it so difficult to accept that. And today, I actually wished I wasn't born on Christmas Eve. Why?
Because they always put Christmas, first.